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well well, its a mother fucking tuesday. just 5 more days till my karate tournament; yea! i finally got my 1 kyu; meaning i'm just one below from being a black belt. yatta!
anyways.. today, it just felt like a ugh.. it felt like the day was just dragging on and on.. until that is, paul came to school from work. but before we get to that, i'll tell you how my day went.
fucking, i had mr. dick-in-son first period, G-R-E-A-T!! he kept on yelling at us for not being "on task" and that this was the "fourth quarter, and had to grow up" uhm, excuse me. i'm not the one masturbating in class, on school property buddy. i'm not the one who forgets what assignments he gives his students, so he adds more shit, which makes us have BAD grades on it. i dont sit there and pick my nose and check out the hot chicks(/guys for that matter). so YOU need to grow up buddy! god damn.
after first period, i walked over to the 200s to hang out with amanda and them. they started to play around with the live sabers, and guess who just happens to open her door? mrs. guzman. sara hurries and leaves, while amanda (dumbass) stays at her locker. mrs. guzman says to her, "i'm tired of you guys 'fighting' in front of my room, blah blah, you always start the 'fights', you are the leader of this group, blah blah." whoa, leader? since when? amanda's never been the leard of our "group". she gets sent to the office for not turning sara in. hahaha. i swear, this school is getting STUPiDER by the day. schools just not fun anymore, like it use to be. theres too much drama going on, and its not fun. well.. later on that day, mr. pregnant-librarian decides to terrorize me, allie, poe, and gary. whatever we did "wrong" he'd pop out of fucking no where. i'm serious, poe took out his phone for 5 seconds to check the time, and guess who showed up? i swear, just have that fucking kid already, maybe you wouldnt be that uptight/bitchy/snotty/etc. think about that.
after school i finally got to see paul! hehehe. that just brighten my day, as corny as it sounds. hung out at the book store and bk. we were cracking on lisa and steven. hahaha. no one seems to like lisa, but she doesnt seem to catch the little "hints" they give her. i mean she's fine when she's quiet, but god damn, when she opens her mouth. grr. and steven on the other hand, what an ASSH0LE. i cant see how kaylie likes him, but whatever floats her boat. i swear to god he's gay, haha. kourtney and ieuna think so too. you should see the way he smokes, its hilarious. i'll try to explain in this, so bare with me! after he finishes puffing, he puts his hand down to his side ( you know how, like the gays do it ), and then just swings it to his side. lOl. i'm going to have to show you for you to understand. but whatever, we end up laughing so hard i spit water all over ieuna. haha. sorry! it was your fault for sitting in front of me! hehe.
well i just found out paul might not be able to see me after summer vacation. since he's going to have to pay for it with his own pocket and his parents might go to washington for a visit. i dont see why they have to, considering they're moving there after the school year next year. but i'm going to try to graduate early, and get into college over at seattle, so that i can be with paul. but if i dont get to graduate early, i hope everything works out. i dont want this beautiful relationship to turn out like kyles. this relationship means too much to me to be given up, or anything. i pray this all works out, i love him too much. well enough writing for today. i'm out!
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have you ever, ever, had a "bestfriend" that you thought you could trust? the one "bestfriend" i've known for a while, (lets see, about 2 years?) decides to go behind my back. she kept cmailing my boyfriend paul as usual, asking if kyle liked her and all that nonsense. she wouldnt leave him alone. then about couple days later she starts cmailing paul about this "guy" who she likes, but has a "gf". she said, "i like this guy, but he has a girlfriend. i wish he'd dump his girlfriend for me, but that'll probably never happen." i'm thinking its either mine, or kristine's boyfriend. so i get ieuna to cmail her one night, when she was sleeping over. kelly told her that she liked kyle, brian (her BOYFRIEND), justin (she claims she was going to kiss him at amber's party, WHICH never happened), and the next day she finally tells ieuna it was indeed paul. i cant fucking believe this chick, cant you make up your mind? you HAVE someone, yet you still want more. i'm fucking tired of your crap! i also cant believe you secretly wished and thought of me and paul breaking up, just so that YOU could have him. you're not, NEVER going to have him. so MOVE ON already! i cant believe during amber's party she was acting like nothing was wrong, that everything was PEACHY KEEN.
last night, she cmails me when i'm with paul and kyle. she asks "are you mad at me for any reason?" i reply with, "uhm, i wonder. i'm not going to talk to you til you give it a great big thought. later" about 4:45 in the fucking morning she replies, "you think i like paul. why? i was asking him! cause that was my situation" riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. bull shit. i've heard everything i need to hear from ieuna and paul. so dont try denying it or try anything, cause you'll regret it.
lets see, what else to write about this "bestfriend" oh how FAKE she is. you know the only reason she started smoking was to be "cool" and to "fit in", she said to my friend stephanie, "lets smoke together, it'll be so "COOL." now, she wants to have sex just cause EVERYBODY else is doing it. haha, okay? not all of us do it to "be cool" alright? god damn. in her xangas in the past, she always whined about not having her first kiss. you're not the only one honey! get over it! i swear, she sounds like a hoe.
here are some other people that i've ran into in the past. amanda thomas, she claimed she was "punk" a "rocker chick". but she listened to shakira, J.Lo, etc. she wore clothes that didnt fit her, and she was SCRAWNY, she looked like a hoe. she was homophobic, and made fun of aneroxics and bulimics, but the funny thing was, she was one! her whole family was big (no offense to them), and she was the only one that was small. she also treated my buddy dude really bad, but he didnt see it till seira showed him.
emma gazaway, she claimed she was BI just cause everybody else was "BI". she treated errol like shit, and lied to amanda, and also cheated on her. i cant believe i stuck up for her one time. you're lucky you're in the states bitch.
another person that i absolutely DO NOT like, is DESIREE. she's a backstabber, bitch, hoe, any other word in the fucking dictionary. i've never liked her, she was too DITZY, ANNOYING, to me. on the superbowl a couple months ago, me, paul, meg, and kyle got drunk at his house. NOTHING happened, but this bitch decides to spread shit. she claims that paul "cheated" on her, with me and meg. first off, i was going out with kyle then, and i was loyal to him. second, meg doesnt mess around with other people's boyfriends. so get your fucking facts straight. i also hear you read my xanga and complain about what i "write" to lindsey, like she's going to do anything? if you're not going to do anything about it but complain then fuckin get over it. shit!
one more person on my list, ashley nassar, stupid middle schooler. she pissed me and ragen off the other night, at amber's party. giving us attitude just cause she didnt want to listen to rock, get over it! that was amber's party, not yours, and amber happens to LOVE rock/punk/emo/etc. you better watch out! she fucking acts like she's black, and that she can "dance". honey, you cant dance, i'm sorry. dont be thinking that i'm saying i "can" dance. i cant, and i happily admit that. ashley thinks she can kick anybodys' asses cause she's in taekwon do? fuck that! jeremy couldnt wait for us to kick your ass, cause he knew damn right that we could whoop your ass. well enough of this nonsense
sorry about all this bitching, i had to let it out. and if you think i'm just like everybody else and CAN NOT take care of themselves, think again. well i'm out!
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hello hello, heres the email i sent kyle yesterday. enjoy!
hey, if you didnt give a fuck about me, then why did you say that in you other emails? hrm? yea think about that asshole. "you know i may not love you, but i still care for you" yea exact quote dumbass. oh and another thing, if you dont give a shit about me, then why bother replying to the emails? and why did you tell sami to print out the email he sent you? huh? to get me to break up with paul or something? exactly. so you still care about me, even if you say you dont fucker. you learned from your mistakes? i heard that one TOO! gosh, you're so stupid. you claimed you've changed, and everybody here thought you did. but after you left, everybody noticed how you changed back. you know how you said your new "girlfriend" showed you more affection and love to you then me in one week? well thats the same with me and paul. i dont see how i "loved" you, you treated me like shit. "once a cheater, always a cheater" so think about that too. you may only love her cause she gave it up to you, and i didnt. haha. nice nice. i'm so glad i didnt give it up to you either. i already regret going out with you, stupid cunt.
so go on and have a nice life with your "one and only" love, ketarri. good luck, you'll need it. and when you goes do break up, dont come crying to me. i dont see how a senior like that would go out with your immature ass. i also dont see how i did either, but i guess we all learn from our "mistakes" too. well you two take care now! have a nice fucking day!
PS; oh and another thing, you need to come up with better come backs! yours are so lame. come on now. you think you're going to hurt me with that gay ass shit?
nice huh? hahaha. i think its rather amusing if you ask me. hehe. well i'm going to the gym again with ieuna, and most likely hang out with paul tonight. well i'm out. ciao!
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uhm, okay. if you "anonymous'" are thinking of leaving comments on my site, please leave. thank you very much. if you havnt noticed me and _yourtragedyx are on cool terms now. so get over this shit. i agree LJ Drama is pointless. so enough of this bull shit.
anyways... updating... well last night i switched accounts with my boyfriend paul, so that he could mess with my ex-boyfriend kyle. if you guys are just tuning in, he treated me like shit, and i still stayed with him. why, i dont know. i guess i was naive. about a week after we started going out, he calls up this chick named sharon, and asks if she wants to hook up and shit, just cause i didnt "put out". okay first of all, i dont "put out" on the first week, i'm not like that. i wait awhile to see how the relationship will go, etc. after he left island, we decided to continue the relationship, really stupid if you ask me. but i did it anyways. i find out he asks his ex-girlfriend in iwakuni to send him a picture of her naked and in a thong. wow, okay just a few days ago, he was asking me to send that shit too. haha. and he thought i wouldnt find out. yet again, i stayed with him. in february, he finds another girl and goes out with her before he talks to me about it. thanks a lot asshole. so i forget him, and hook up with my current boyfriend, paul. anyways to keep a long story short, paul emails him and threatens him. since paul's moving to seattle too, he'll be able to see kyle. the emails he sent back to me, were rather amusing. haha. here it is:
"and you ever talk about my gf that way , when you get here i swear to god you'll wish you were back in oki you get me fuck face , if you have a problem with me you talk about me got it. cant wait to see ya" and...
"hey jennie tell your bf that i'll kick his ass anytime just tell him to give me a call when he moves here , tell him it doesent matter if i have a lot of friends or not i'll whoop his ass by myself and what was i supose to be scared of the e-mail he wrote me , oh ya man im shaking in my boots , cant wait to see ya fucker".
oh i dont have to tell paul what you just said, dont worry about that. hahaha. nice nice. i saw what you said to kitarri (however you spell her name), oh i love you, i care for you so much, and our anniversary is on the 4/20. wow, those sound so familiar! haha, maybe thats because you always said it to me. how no one will compare to me, and shit. i hope you treat that girl good, or you'll be seeing me next year. count on it, i'm moving up there with paul.
anyways... i'm going to have to go, have to go to the hospital, and go to see TAKING LIVES with angelina jolie. i'm out.
edit 9:55 am; you know how we all have close buddies, best friends etc? well i thought one of them was my bestfriend, but i was wrong. how about this girl (shall remain nameless), likes everybody. lets see, here's a list, justin, kyle, brian, and my boyfriend paul. she cmailed him the other day, "i like this guy, but he has a gf, i wish he would dump her for me, but i'll probably (probably? more like NEVER) never happen" what kind of a bestfriend is that?! stupid bitch. i wont say anything or do anything till you try something. alright? stupid cunt. well i'm out! edit 10:05 am;
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